Psycho

Staggering through the thoughts remains
The tired racing minds of cranial domains
Never ending never quiet
Saying that i need to try it

Sounds and images appear around me
Desolate halls that others don't see
Covered in blood of the elderly
Gory details fill my life
Details of such others couldn’t strife

To understand the crazy minded
Of those tainted with the grinded
Scarring inconclusive truth
Inability to remain couth
how could one feel so lonely
With 12 voices over me

Hearing whispers racing thoughts
Delusions and hallucinations brought
Comprehending less and less
The overwhelming feeling of last breath

Chest aching mind a wonder
Misunderstood leaving others to sonder
Upon the halls you see death rung
They walk down hearing nothing sung
Misconceptions fill the room
Wondering if they hear that tune

Rarely enough do they relate
To the harsh reality of my fate
Medicine is just a band aid
Never once fully paid
With the acceptance of my sanity
Left behind in others’ vanity

Never trying to draw attention
Hide away from this dimension
In reality nobody looks back on the crippled
Leaving them with thoughts tripled

The world once viewed with innocent awe
Altered again in one draw
World crumpling to nothing
One word spoke and I'm left crushing
Everything in sight
Power in destruction tonight
Nothing lasts so burn the trash
Burn the house burn the man

I mean who cares about what they can't see
People move on with glee
Without turning a head toward what goes on behind those doors
Nobody caring about those drawers
Filled with knives and razors

Pen to paper
Back at it again
Without an end
Writing the neverending pain
To hide without getting sane

12 people yelling and a room full of more
Hiding behind my bathroom door
Blood dripping
Mind sitting
In a state of agony
Unstable moving raggedy
Who the fuck knows what I've been through

So keep on hiding the truth
Crackling in my unsteady voice
Words become harder to rejoice
Stuck in my throat once again
Unable to form them

No sorting through the voices which one is mine
I swear this will be the last time
I accept the life I've been thrown
Nobody can see how much I've grown

Overcoming everything till it kills me
Never fully accepting what they see
When they look at the mess that I've become
The raw aching the voices have brung