Addiction Never Ceases to Haunt my Dreams

Losing the years trapped up inside my head
too many tears wanting to just be dead
As i withered away afraid of every thought
I didn't think of all the destruction it brought
Watching other people fall into the grasp
Reaching their hands out as my own hand shaking that familiar twitch of drugs
clasped Shut the cuffs like your mouth as the flip switches off with the final droplets of water in the corner of your eye slightingly gleaming
Something changing in your eyes age seeps down the wrinkles forming creasing your young skin only sixteen
Those faded marks on your emaciated arms how the weight drops down to a horrifying number already too far gone

Isolation reminds me of this girl i once knew
Sick and withdrawn from everything in her room
Pain creeps into my dreams as the memories break my false sense of security
Because after that first needle reaches into your vein your eyes pop changed for eternity
My soul decrepit old beyond its years
For my happiness was lost in the escape under the eery sky illuminated with deep fears
Watching the rainfall embodying the fear of turning back into that girl
The weakness utter loss of all sense of control
For that consuming high to drift away all the noise
Remember remember its always a choice