Foundation

She entered my life out of nowhere. Just to turn things upside down and inside out.
Laying the foundation of my destruction with every move she made.

Never understanding this game she played was meant to break me, not make me into a better me for the next one I meet. But, to be warped into thinking she’s the only one for me and that life without her is destined to be bleak.

So, I continued to play this game of her’s. Looking through squinted eyes at the lies right in front of me. Hoping the truth I perceived was in fact true and not a combination of hand picked lies I tell myself, to justify the need to be by her side and my inability to see she is chaos  in a small package wrapped neatly with a bow.

Knowing she can twist my reality to suit her needs. Knowing that her words can cause me to forget the person I use to be and succumb to her.  For my desires are no longer mine but hers. For my life isn’t mine to control anymore, but hers to do with as she pleases.

As she continues to lay down her foundation turning my life upside down and inside out for her pleasure.