Too dead to die

as the sun eclipses behind my eyes

i can only see whats so far out of reach

disaster is moving along its course

i hope to feel it breaking free some day

its not sapose to be so hard

crushing down on top of me

suddenly it numbs away

leaves me clawing at the door

restless i need to try....

to understand why im alive

breathing in so deep

the trials of day to day

cant believe im still holding on

my viens have closed

my grip is gone

life cant hold this any farther from me

compasion is leaking from my  eyes

im over drawn

to weak to fly

severed wings lying on the ground

set ablaze

molting into ash

so i will go and face it down

slowly start to make the darkness consume itself

my withered heart to dead to die

and i dont even care at all

my lungs have hardened in my chest

heart to scared to beat

encased by fear

struggaling to even move

my own hell is draiping down around me

i know im not alone

i know you feel it pulling on you too ......

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