Crying Heart

 
 
you ask me to forget my past
how can I turn my mind off  
on everything that has made me......me
 
yes I grew up hard and laughed at
it only made me luv less fortunate souls
who I could relate to more as years flew by
 
I’m thankful for all the bad and good
cause they are lessons in life  
never thought you would be the most painful
 
time has become still in my heart
when we met my cruel past seemed to go away
I can only remember when I started luving you
 
from that very moment it’s been you & me
names inked like a sacred song on each other’s hearts
now purple ink bleeds thru cracks of broken promises
 
stains of spoiled luv make me wonder how long  
in my future will yesterday’s pain I might still morn
or become another past I fight to leave behind  
 
I’m praying when today and tomorrow
are not rewinds of what yesterday was  
my mind will have conquered the after effect of us
 
God watches over me......so I believe anything is possible
 
(Inspired by a few conversations)
 
 
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