The check-in

It's torturous! The distance and lack of communication is destroying us. How did this relationship become so fragile, when it was so momentous. We should've slowed down like I wanted but no, we had to rush.

It's so misfortunate, the rate we went. Two bodies entangled in passion and love but now we're fucking spent. You swore you wouldn't switch up but then you fucking bent. Bent, turned, crushed and fire lit. I hope this is the end of how bad it gets.

An ultimatum makes me fucking hate him. Give him another chance or he'll make your life devastating. This dude has a grip on your soul. It's like you did a deal with satan. My angel, you've always had my heart but yours, I had to fucking break in. Just when I thought I crushed all the ice, i gotta keep on breakin.

Though you're distant, I'm not fucking blameless. Paranoid and anxious. Trying to forget you makes me feel so shameless. My pride and history, make me chill-less. The things they did to me, causes hella distress. Maybe that's what makes you wanna chill less.

Your distance makes me loneLY. Yet, I get it now. You feel misunderstood and it also makes you feel alone. That's clear to SEE. The ultimatum is almost over, please rock with me, so we can see what this will truly be.
Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Love is confusing but I'd rather be confused with you.

Because what is life with no feelings.

 Just come back to me, so I can breath.