"Companionship"

 
 
 
   should one be alone their whole life?; especially when one goes against the tide; you want to be left alone by the rest of the world; though you don't want to be left completely alone;
 
 
     everything associated with money is glamorized; value based on financial supply; otherwise one can't "afford" her time; life feels so much like a game of chance-like an international casino with many pitfalls;
 
 
    it would be nice to have someone hug on you and "love" on you when you're just hanging on trying to survive without bringing her down; that's what the heart wants-companionship though not from a worldly or religious perspective; though a spiritual one....