The Love I never had  

Full magic blows the incessant chant
of wants and needs unrequited
Love begin at a step where one
clap with one hand
the sound unheard
I  beg a kiss not mine to take
I pledge a love you never wanted
I beg a life you could not give
Yet you gave you caved
in to my incessant discordant whine
You left in the night a year ago
a letter on your pillow
"I never wanted you, you know
I love another from the start
She left for life beyond my ken
so I took you, second best
Now she returns and want me back
There be I before dawn breaks"
My heart screamed falling into the abyss
of despair
Within these padded walls
My soul do crawl
Dead except for its low hurt growl