Growth

Im just tryna grow  
Like a root under dried pavement
Blocked from the sky's rays  
But im surrounded by knives swinging  
To cut me down just as im rising  
Realizing the shadow obstructed  
My veiw to the horizon.  
Im just tryna grow  
the rain cant seep through the cement  
I squeezed through the shell of my seed  
Then through dirt with out quenching my thirst my leafs wouldn't emerge im eons away from being a tree and im fiending for nourishment can you see im trying to grow  
I wanna feel the wind through my branches and branch out to the debts pushing the universe's expansion to give back to the world for all the corpes that inriched the soil that i grew in through all of my effeorts i hope you know im trying to grow.  
And reach my cap then recap it, pull of my cap until im stumped and regrow until my last breathe.  
Until the sky blackes
Until my trunk collapses
Until my last leaf shed,
From oblivion to infinity ill grow.