My goodbye

Its my time to go from this endless situation,
I will have no contemplation,
In my decision to leave,
my love you will never retrieve.
I have fought the battles of distress,
I must confess,
It causes me to feel alone,
And anxious inside,
The feelings you cannot revive.
You say you're lost, that your mind is numb,
Did you ever consider what was to come?
You have deepened my soul to struggle,
Did you ever think I was in trouble?
Or did you think about yourself,
And only what you could help.
I just feel like I'm out of luck with you,
I can't make you see what's true.
I was there from the beginning,
And never did I think I wasn't winning.
Until now, now I see I cannot make this right,
I can't put up anymore of a fight.
I do not have the strength inside,
Too much I have cried.
There is always an end to a start,
Even when you think you're not willing to be apart.
I have given up, whatever I have I have left in my heart,
it's not enough to make me stay,
Now it's my time to go away.
This is my plea to a means to an end,
please don't even try and defend,
what's real to me and what's not,
I will not give it another thought.
I am done trying to prove myself to you,
I am done trying to be in your life,
I am done not feeling good enough,
And those are the simple things that are tough.
The last fallen tear that I will shed,
Will be to this end,
Please in all that you do,
Realize I was always in love with you.