Last Dance

Oh my god! I let you  
Fucking do it again  
Ripped out my heart
Now I'm bleeding  
Through this pen
Why why why
Don't fucking cry
Don't fucking cry
Can't stop crying  
Because we were lying  
To each other all the time
Laying with each other
Spending one last time  
I should have known
By what you never said
That I'm better off dead
Than to hear those words
Come out of your mouth
Fucking ever again  
Because I would  
Have believed  
Been completely deceived  
And blinded to the truth
Drowning in feelings  
For you
And it gives me the creeps
That the devil never sleeps
Just hides in plain view
When he looks  
So much like you
That I can't tell  
Who is who
I think that he's mean  
And that you're nice
That's his best damn lie
You're one and the same
And love playing this game  
Of building me up  
And then
Tearing me down again
Acting like my only friend
So that's the reason why  
Our love has to die
Because I would stay  
Forever afraid
Alone and hurting  
And who's to say  
Who's the one  
That's more deserving  
Of that sentence  
My sentiments are  
Better you than me
That's how it has to be
Why does it have to be
This way
Spilling my pen
Bleeding again  
From the holes in my face
And the one in my heart
Ripped out by you
That tore me apart  
Making me incapable  
In continuing to
Keep on loving you