Craving Love

Her smile would melt a heart of stone
She would use her body to please them
Letting their hands touch her
Fooling herself into thinking that they really loved her
So many men.....

Deep down she knows that they don't love her
They are going to use her
Take whatever she offers them
Her body, her warmth and her love

She would offer her soul to the devil
If she thought he could offer her his love...

Love, why did she crave it so much?

Now that she is a big girl and has figured out how to use her body
Was that the answer, how to get love...
All men's love?

Wanton hands grabbing, rubbing, touching feeling - 
Cocks plunging, thrusting, cumming..
She does not do it for pleasure - she has never cum with or for any of them. She does not fake it...
She figures that If she does not cum - then in her head it is not so bad....

She feels sick when she thinks about it- 
so she doesn't.....
She just plays up to them, and gives herself freely.

The ghosts haunt her
The ghosts of men past
She can't escape
They torture her dreams

Like an addict craving the drug of their addiction
She craved their love too..
She needs to break the habit
The habit of a lifetime...
And let the one man that truly loves her ......Love her.....

So Why does she try and sabotage the one true love in her life?
Does she think that she does not deserve his true love?
Is one mans love not enough for her?

If only he knew... 
She would lose his love - forever

Or does she want him to know??