stained

 
you bled blue for me in a dixie cup at noon
a part of the constipated liar's club
still, I drank from it like it was the golden chalice of truth
 
I got drunk off your bitters
until my head spin with brightly colored lust
my desire for you outweighed my better judgment
so I climbed in bed with the devil

with a serpentine tongue
you seduced my lady in waiting
the one I keep on reserve  
 
only a select few meet her
the one I cherish, the one I hide
you molested her with your callous convictions
of what a woman should be
 
I was amber starburst  
you wanted a leather tornado at dawn
in your eyes, I was found wanting
 
my heart sang to you of its rainbow dreams
you rejected me  
after you used up what remained of my pride
 
with an indelible mark, you stained me
I will never be the same