The Mirror Is Cracked

My minds just waiting to burst
My soul wants to departure from this curse
Two things in body want different things
I'm wanting to hear what the angels are trying to sing
I'm waiting on what the devil might bring
Watching this earth for when it might hit the brink
Watching the flames waiting for it to touch the ceiling
Just an artist talking to the canvas so it paints my feelings
My words are the brush my thoughts are the paint
Hoping soon HE will realize my intentions through pain
I try to skate out my frustrations
So many times I tried relationships and its ended up a fucked up plantation
I try to help them understand but they have the upper hand
To shut me out without a doubt I'm trying to spread in different forms like a cloud
Maybe I will never be heard out.. outside of my mind lyrics I find to be settle to this rebuttal of a man trapped in a land forested jungle
The only Chancre sore is the jungle
Will I ever make it out of this struggle I twist turn and juggle my thoughts
That is why I never sleep this is the only thing keeping me from peace
I try to come to terms it just burns worst when my mind is malevolent to the fact that
I probably never will right pure facts of way I'm living this
I feel like shit its daily basis is
When Will I know when my time is taking to long
I only repeat the same words to express my songs
By the time you realize that I'm vitally hurt Im gone