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all bets on me
my stomach growled
mouth dried
anger howled
bets lay
how long will she hold out?
I say she caves today
I stood in my shoes
and said I can't do it
I prayed
the gods answered
it's up to you
we'll cover you
no matter the choice
I died inside
re-birthed in my new skin
took a stand
every day is a shot
to prove them wrong
I won't be the quintessential loser
the dice rolled
came up all aces
I'm a winner
Author's Note
I have over a month clean from Meth... today I was sorely tempted to cave and didn't...
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Re. all bets on me
15th Oct 2018 1:05pm
Re: Re. all bets on me
15th Oct 2018 1:11pm
thank you Tim you're right today was hard one but I feel stronger now that I was able to say no...
love Brenda ❤
love Brenda ❤
Re. all bets on me
15th Oct 2018 1:10pm
When I stopped smoking the markers were 3 days, 3 weeks, 3 months, 3 years
It's been 35 years since I smoked
Power to you , you're on the road to glory this fine day
Congrats on your not caving
X
It's been 35 years since I smoked
Power to you , you're on the road to glory this fine day
Congrats on your not caving
X
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Re: Re. all bets on me
15th Oct 2018 1:12pm
thank you dearest Poet I'm looking forward to three months ❤
congratulations on your own victory...
love Brenda
congratulations on your own victory...
love Brenda
Re: Re. all bets on me
15th Oct 2018 1:13pm
Anonymous
- Edited 8th Nov 2018 00:49am
15th Oct 2018 1:40pm
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Re: Re. all bets on me
15th Oct 2018 1:48pm
thank you dearest Todski I feel stronger for the test... I was thinking what's a little meth? then echoing that thought what's a little death?
love Brenda ❤
love Brenda ❤
Re. all bets on me
Anonymous
15th Oct 2018 4:15pm
Congratulations Crimmy!!
Love you, and your beautiful resolve!
Don't you give into to that crap!
Be who YOU want to be, not what IT wants you to be!
Stay strong, Beautiful!!
Love,
Matthew.
Love you, and your beautiful resolve!
Don't you give into to that crap!
Be who YOU want to be, not what IT wants you to be!
Stay strong, Beautiful!!
Love,
Matthew.

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Re. all bets on me
Anonymous
15th Oct 2018 6:15pm
I'll take Crimmy, at 1,000,000 to 1 odds, for $50.
(I'll give you half my winnings when I collect, Beautiful!). lol.
Matthew.
(I'll give you half my winnings when I collect, Beautiful!). lol.
Matthew.

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Re. all bets on me
Anonymous
15th Oct 2018 7:36pm
Quietly following your journey. Every step forward will seem a little easier one day. You’re doing amazing <3

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Anonymous
- Edited 30th May 2019 3:51pm
15th Oct 2018 10:35pm
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Re. all bets on me
16th Oct 2018 11:23am
Re. all bets on me
17th Oct 2018 00:50am