the meth diaries~clean 😊

 
I'm feeling good today
like I could conquer the world
best part is I'm clean

fucker I'm clean!!!

the one thing i've learned is this
you have take things moment by moment
if I feel shitty
I let the feelings flow
so what I'm having a bad day
sometimes it lasts all damned day

I just have to roll with it
there is no instant cure to this
bad feelings will come but they will pass

I have depression and biplolar
the rough days may last a week or more
I have to live with that

the up days are manic days
I wish they would stay
but they make me reckless

I have to learn to ride the waves
without getting shipwrecked
my meds only work so much

I will write when I can
baby my body and absorb culture when I can't
this is me today drug free

a life of sobriety here we come
into the unknown I journey
thank you beautiful people
I don't do it alone 🌹