Nice Guys finish  last

Nice guys finish last,
Sentiment severed by an evil heart,
Misygonistic grins and thoughts collude,
I hide awaiting to salute the moon,
Sunshine is too bright,
My words are garbled,
Like a violated vagrant,
On a park Bench,
Clutching my liquor,
Like a family heirloom,
True love is for rose tinted lovers,

Whimsical,

Self torment,

The auric absorbant,

With a past more chequered than,

The memoirs of a thousand courtesans,

Tongue tied,

Befriend time,

Still life kicks me in the teeth,

Drags me down,

Chastening me,

All I wanted to do is look in your eyes and see oneness,

Let our skins envelope,

Mate in a make believe,

Bodily masterpiece,

Looking for love in the abbatoir of the endangered hearts,

A master marksmen,

I pray for my prey,

To run free from the danger,

This chasm of cryptic,

Self isolation and impending doom,

Hope is your anchor,

Don't be like me,

Ravishing rancour,

With a disarming calmness,

Weather the storm,

Chest aloft,

Know your worth

Don't be like me,

See the evergreen good,

In your enemies,

Learn to see love,

Actualisation,

Despite this world,






As the years go by,

My cynicism festers,

The crooked court jester,

Who's punchlines only distort my own  morality lines

No one cares for your despondency,

You are the joke,