A different view of pleasure

A different view of pleasure could be that
A girl like me perceives, when looking up
And taking a man in (there is no slap,
Since there is no deception); as I suck,
I know he likes to see pupils enlarged,
Like his fat cock in mouth; each iris shines
With tears, because a gag reflex is charged
And hard to stop; although a man inclines
To take it as a compliment and press
His prick in harder still, hands in my hair,
Tearing at scalp; he will quickly regress
To a barbaric state; and simply care
For me as a cum-hole: he won't eschew
The full five minute blow job that's his due.