Lover's Rant

 
light this candle and let it glow
at my window against the wind
lighting your heart’s way home again
from wherever  you wander far away

A love we shared till you no longer cared
I’ll wait till I see your lying eyes looking at me
you’ll see a brand new me because I’m jealous
That he is inside you and it’s no longer me

his love was purer and newer than yours
he filled me in places you wouldn’t touch
your reflections faded within my iris
Yet I loved you too, sorrow lit my smile

Within your look I could see the deceit
I tried to forgive I tried to forget
This task was not so simple for me
I almost lost my shit it was so hard on me

pent up fears and hatred furrowed my soul
I lived them in my dreams and wake
to distaste as you tiptoed around me
how my love so blissful turned to loathing

How could I not why would I not
You turned our love inside out
I felt worthless you drove me crazy
He was so fucking ugly this is true

hear the dirges of one passing by
never to hear or hold a love one evermore
will I be as one grieving for you
even as I seek solace in another's arms

I’ll spit in his face if I ever see him
You have no clue how close you came
To death I could of broke your fucking neck
I’m lucky somehow I just walked away

Forgive and forget, once beloved of mine
curtain time now no calls for encore
love me as I was as I loved you then
let memories sleep in the far end of time.


Written in collaboration with EpicUtester69