Chastity

Forbidden fruit in the palm of my hand
Sweet dew drops on my lips
A long forgotten tingle in the depths of me
My former wild child crawling out of the darkness
With a hunger and a longing like never before
I am older now and should know better
But I remember the way you held my gaze
Coals slow burning within me
My old lovers are gone
And my better half sleeps obliviously beside me
As I rub out a lonely climax
Silently screaming for an unrequited fantasy
To claim the whore I once was
And still long to be