Submissions by KittyFromHell
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction I write mostly about my day to day emotions, experiences, and thoughts. Every fucked up thought I have usually ends up here.
LOVE POEM
Published
5th Mar 2020 5:17am
5th Mar 2020 5:17am
Saved Letters
Yellowing pages
Crinkled edges
A lost love poured into paper
I hear your voice choking
When I read
For the thousandth time
Every broken word scrawled
In your Declaration worthy cursive
I kept them all
I never forgot
And still your kiss haunts me
At night when I take my slumber
Crinkled edges
A lost love poured into paper
I hear your voice choking
When I read
For the thousandth time
Every broken word scrawled
In your Declaration worthy cursive
I kept them all
I never forgot
And still your kiss haunts me
At night when I take my slumber
#love
#lover
#UnrequitedLove
#MovingOn
#ForbiddenLove
76 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
16th Jan 2020 2:35am
16th Jan 2020 2:35am
Walls Up
There's a safety net in the cool calm of numbness
A bumpy but broken fall for my tender heart to land
Logic proclaims death to the chemistry in every bond
Taking it all with a grain of sand
I don't care anymore
A bumpy but broken fall for my tender heart to land
Logic proclaims death to the chemistry in every bond
Taking it all with a grain of sand
I don't care anymore
#emotional
#hurt
72 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
14th Jan 2020 6:23am
14th Jan 2020 6:23am
hushed nothings
Silence is loud
A deafening roar
To ears waiting for song
And a heart aching to be loved
Silence is loud
But please, my dear, don't turn away
Mistaking my silence for a stoic farce
When my hands are longing to hold you
A deafening roar
To ears waiting for song
And a heart aching to be loved
Silence is loud
But please, my dear, don't turn away
Mistaking my silence for a stoic farce
When my hands are longing to hold you
#love
#BestFriend
#secrets #friendship
#secrets #friendship
101 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
13th Jan 2020 4:47am
13th Jan 2020 4:47am
I'm Not Doing This Again
I can feel your eyes sliding down my spine
Tracing my lips in a breathless hush
Your heartbeat is in my head
Throbbing in a heated rush
There's an unspoken desire to cross this divide
Years of friendship have weathered much
One summer altered our chemistry
Now we're fighting tension without a single touch
There's another man in my bed
I'd rather die than cause that kind of pain
To this beautiful broken soul I've loved so fiercely
But you keep circling round and round my brain
Your eyes violate yet soothe...
Tracing my lips in a breathless hush
Your heartbeat is in my head
Throbbing in a heated rush
There's an unspoken desire to cross this divide
Years of friendship have weathered much
One summer altered our chemistry
Now we're fighting tension without a single touch
There's another man in my bed
I'd rather die than cause that kind of pain
To this beautiful broken soul I've loved so fiercely
But you keep circling round and round my brain
Your eyes violate yet soothe...
#love
#lust
#erotic #temptation
#erotic #temptation
129 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
26th Dec 2019 3:26am
26th Dec 2019 3:26am
You Won't be Another Bandaid
You are a drunken table top dance in the middle of a graveyard
You are a dead sleep burrowed under ten blankets in the chaos of a rave
You are a cancelled thrilling Netflix series left on a cliff hanger
You are a zealous patriot at a memorial singing the wrong song of the brave
You are a comforting whisper in a stampede of buffalo
You are a lighthouse in a storm that leads the wrong way
You are a corpse perched on main street in the heat of summer
You are a string of vows at a wedding I cannot form to say
Is there really a good thing at...
You are a dead sleep burrowed under ten blankets in the chaos of a rave
You are a cancelled thrilling Netflix series left on a cliff hanger
You are a zealous patriot at a memorial singing the wrong song of the brave
You are a comforting whisper in a stampede of buffalo
You are a lighthouse in a storm that leads the wrong way
You are a corpse perched on main street in the heat of summer
You are a string of vows at a wedding I cannot form to say
Is there really a good thing at...
#love
#addiction
#MentalHealth
#hell
#disappointment
89 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
26th Dec 2019 00:59am
26th Dec 2019 00:59am
Roots and Branches
There's a new monkey on my back
Swinging from the kudzu monster looming over my head
My life has become a labyrinth of lack luster shape
Morphing like the will of a dope dream
Sober as John the Baptist but drowning in the waters that were supposed to save me
They say truth will set you free
But the truth is coming in violent waves
Of betrayal, buried memories, and forgotten childhood dreams left to rot
My shell was lonely and cold but it kept me safe
Now I'm ducking and dodging my own mind on the daily
Running from the very things...
Swinging from the kudzu monster looming over my head
My life has become a labyrinth of lack luster shape
Morphing like the will of a dope dream
Sober as John the Baptist but drowning in the waters that were supposed to save me
They say truth will set you free
But the truth is coming in violent waves
Of betrayal, buried memories, and forgotten childhood dreams left to rot
My shell was lonely and cold but it kept me safe
Now I'm ducking and dodging my own mind on the daily
Running from the very things...
#drugs
#addiction
#SelfReflection #SelfDiscovery
#SelfReflection #SelfDiscovery
75 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
29th Oct 2019 2:10am
29th Oct 2019 2:10am
Self Sabotage
I went to war with my demons
They let loose a blood curdling shriek
For I was laid up on satin sheets
With a fork tongued mistress just the other week
She stared back at me in a dirty mirror
My portal to the rot inside my soul
Eager saplings fighting to rise from the black dirt
Newly fertile prospects to behold
So fresh, so pretty
A new glimmer of hope for sore eyes
But the ever present suppressed impulse
To burn it to ashes again never dies
They let loose a blood curdling shriek
For I was laid up on satin sheets
With a fork tongued mistress just the other week
She stared back at me in a dirty mirror
My portal to the rot inside my soul
Eager saplings fighting to rise from the black dirt
Newly fertile prospects to behold
So fresh, so pretty
A new glimmer of hope for sore eyes
But the ever present suppressed impulse
To burn it to ashes again never dies
#anxiety
#depression
#dark
#suicide
#emptiness
223 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
26th Oct 2019 4:01am
26th Oct 2019 4:01am
Me No More
I'm sober
loved
sheltered
fed
clothed
held in a warm cocoon of arms every night
I used to be gifted
had all the potential, they said
I pushed and pushed
until I could no longer
now I'm facing the darkest hour
afraid to reach for someones hand
because I've never felt so much
like ending my life
I used to be a fighter
now I just want to sleep forever
loved
sheltered
fed
clothed
held in a warm cocoon of arms every night
I used to be gifted
had all the potential, they said
I pushed and pushed
until I could no longer
now I'm facing the darkest hour
afraid to reach for someones hand
because I've never felt so much
like ending my life
I used to be a fighter
now I just want to sleep forever
#depression
#dark
#conflict
#death
#LifeStruggles
137 reads
5 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
20th Oct 2019 5:04pm
20th Oct 2019 5:04pm
Symbiotic Madness
#sex
#erotic
#BDSM
#dirty
#sexy
725 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
20th Oct 2019 4:42pm
20th Oct 2019 4:42pm
Love Demons
Never known a love like yours
The roughest hands touch the softest
Tentatively showing me brutal scars
As I study to love you better
A voice like velvet tells me be still
Purring pretty words in my ears
There's heart in every word, every touch
A suppressed giggle in many a hurried kiss
Its a give and take, you and me
A tug of war game of affections
My mischievous nature dances
With your demons in the shadows
I see a shining light within you
Burning stubbornly as ever
Amidst all the pain you've felt ...
The roughest hands touch the softest
Tentatively showing me brutal scars
As I study to love you better
A voice like velvet tells me be still
Purring pretty words in my ears
There's heart in every word, every touch
A suppressed giggle in many a hurried kiss
Its a give and take, you and me
A tug of war game of affections
My mischievous nature dances
With your demons in the shadows
I see a shining light within you
Burning stubbornly as ever
Amidst all the pain you've felt ...
#love
#BDSM
#faith #passion
#faith #passion
235 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
1st Oct 2019 00:53am
1st Oct 2019 00:53am
No! Bad Kitty!
I'm slowly shrinking smaller inside myself
Like a turtle retreating to its home
There's idle chatter but I can't hear it
I've retired to my own personal hell
I miss the carnal pleasures
And the aimless wandering I once indulged
You used to be my adventure and hiding place
Now I hide even from you
You're right before me yet I don't feel you
You don't rattle my cage like a hungry beast
I miss the feeling of your breath on my neck
And your fist around my heart
All I feel is death inside
That old familiar pull to...
Like a turtle retreating to its home
There's idle chatter but I can't hear it
I've retired to my own personal hell
I miss the carnal pleasures
And the aimless wandering I once indulged
You used to be my adventure and hiding place
Now I hide even from you
You're right before me yet I don't feel you
You don't rattle my cage like a hungry beast
I miss the feeling of your breath on my neck
And your fist around my heart
All I feel is death inside
That old familiar pull to...
#sadness
#depression
#lust
#dark
#secrets
178 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
24th Sep 2019 9:02pm
24th Sep 2019 9:02pm
hide away
smoke curling off our lips
cross fading pinky promises
and foolish adult pleasures
tucked away from the world
we escape together
like the carefree drifters
we once longed to be
just for a moment
we're frozen in time
cross fading pinky promises
and foolish adult pleasures
tucked away from the world
we escape together
like the carefree drifters
we once longed to be
just for a moment
we're frozen in time
#love
#peace
#drugs
#marijuana
#tobacco
103 reads
0 Comments
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