Untitled 03-12-2018

You're one of my best friends
I think
It's so hard to tell  
Because you don't always act like it
And I feel so many conflicting emotions
 
One of them being a deep love for you
A need to be supportive
Even at a disadvantage to my own health
 
And I don't think you would
But maybe
You would use me for that and leave me damaged
Not realizing
Just not even thinking about it
Because you're just that kind of person
 
And maybe that's why you always think you're the good guy
Not because you don't care
But because of your willingness to believe the lie that intention is good enough without effort
 
The other being that your actions were just like his...
And I'm angry
Because every time you remind me of him
You remind me to push you away
And even though I'll listen
I don't know if I can support your actions anymore..

- S.L.T.  03/12/2018