i just don't belong

not belonging like the leaves on a tree

not with enough company like the birds in the sky

not sure who i am and why i don't belong

the petals on a flowers circle are so close

i'm not sure where all my other petals are

lost in a land that makes no sense

with no strong winds on my back

lonely and without enough petals to support

there is no island here but that is what i may be

i am tired of grasping onto something that is denied

im tired of seeing others smile with there petals around them

while i sit here with hardly any petals to comfort

i don''t know why I am not like a flower in a field of roses

or why I am not part of a rainbow with its blending colours

I feel alone and without a place I don't know where to go

i feel unable and lost I don't know how to escape