Deeply Submerged In Thought

       
       
       
    What kind of smile are you wearing today?      
     are you actually happy to see me?;      
     is it hidden deceit? how could I question your      
     demeanar that obviously seems to be so friendly?      
       
       
       
      I'm wrong; I've got to be wrong; what's the words,      
      to your song you sing so quietly?;      
      the one that makes my eyes light up,      
      when you smile at me?;      
       
       
       
       do you intend to lullaby me to sleep?      
       am I thinking too deep?;      
       does your hello carry,      
       a treat; anything but empty?      
       
       
       
       its got to be pleasant,      
      hopefully it's not mirage to my desert....      
      signifying I'm thirsty for something lucrative,      
     for my dry dizzy well being subconsciously....      
   
   
     does every word hold regret within me?;  
      am I submerged in my sweat so deeply?;  
     what does your smile read to me?;  
       because my eye sight to heart beat,
      calls for attention critically....