A poem? Spoken word? Or Maybe Both?

Ya know  
I feel lonely sometimes  
I just....  
Sit here....  
Feeling so  
Lost and....  
None of this makes since to me  
None of it....  
Adds up,  
It makes me feel sadder than ever  
The great big world  
I thought I once new  
If only things were different  
Maybe then I would be happy,  
What if I were that person instead  
Overwhelming myself  
With all the things I over think  
Silence isn't an option for me  
I think about to much  
But at the same time  
I just DON'T  
I feel so dumb so  
Then I will feel  
Aware and notice how I feed into all the bull crap  
Worrying about all these things  
Holds me back from truly being who I am  
But focusing on who I might be  
These things keep me lost  
Stressing over the shit that is there to hurt me  
Seriously what would it be like to live someone else's life?  
But no I shouldn't think that right?  
They don't want me to be aware  
Or maybe I just feel like I shouldn't see,  
Just a lost girl trying to find her way  
And I cry sometimes  
I make myself cry  
Why do I do that  
It's all a part of the mystery  
Why am i the way that I am?  
Asking myself that everyday  
Never knowing the answer  
Just needing answers  
That's all I want  
But I know I'm keeping myself in the dark  
It's hard finding my way out  
I feel like I'm spiraling  
But I'm afraid to spiral completely  
Because I don't know who I will be further  
What might I end up doing  
But we all go through this right?  
Not everyone's stories the same  
But open your eyes  
As I jump from corner to corner  
Trying to see  
Trying to make us all realize  
And all i want is......  
To be sure of who i am  
With more confidence than I could even stand  
I'm tired of crying  
And hurting  
And just being sad  
Listen to my cry  
Calling out  
As the pain goes on and on  
As I try to tell you what my life is all about
Written by KrystalG
Modified 1st March 2018
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