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waiting to die

Here i live in this life
Im lost here. I cant breath or think
I used to sing songs, smile, and more
But know i just look at this wall as my dulling mind wonders
I remember good times. But now i think im losing the fight
Its 2018 and there is nothing to hope for. Every part of my life has turned to crap
And i cant stand the rest
The funny thing is no one knows. I have no one but my own memories and thoughts that make me want to scream. No.... Im not ok. No im not fine
I just want every thing to stop. Just so i can breathe.
Its 2018 and i wish i was dead.
Written by UnhopefulHopes
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