For A Moment

For a Moment.
I forgot.
 For a moment.
I thought you might have messaged me.  
For a moment.
Happy New Year, Darling, It would've said.
For a moment
You were alive
For a moment
I forgot you had died
For a moment
Excitement electrified my step.
For a moment.
Joy fled, and my heart wept.
For a while
Your last messages I've saved
For a moment
I read them when I need to be brave
For a moment
I thought you still needed me.
For a moment
I realized you're still with me.
Forever.
I'll love you.
Eternally.