A Beautiful Obsession

 
He is hot blooded
If anyone looks or glances in my direction
creates a rage inside him
Losing my affection is his fear
and that causes a monster to appear
His touch keeps me addicted and trapped
His anger I feel it every time he is on top of me
He is merciless
I’m addicted to the pain
that he inflicts

I love his control and power
over me
I’m the object of his desire
each and every hour
from wall to wall
it fits so perfectly
my body
sucking and constricting
He has to be inside of me
I rule his dreams
The thought of another man fucking me
fills him with such a fury
His strokes are forceful and brutal
His hands around my throat
Tightening until I can’t breath
But when I climax the agony feels so good
I can’t help but scream
That’s why I can’t leave orr run away
 
 
I’m in something deeper than love
I’m his prisoner who doesn’t consider any kind of escape
I secretly beg him to never change his ways
With every bruise and scar
I fiend and crave for more
Sometimes I provoke him
when I need an example of his devotion
I own his heart
I incite his emotions
and his tears he gives to me
There is nowhere else I rather be
Than laying here under him
His violence and cruelty
He expresses sexually
it pleasure for me
And I know he will never really hurt me
I don’t see the jealous barbarian others see
 
They try so hard to save me
but I recognize the beauty in his insecurity
and how much he loves and cares for me
He is the desert and I’m the sea
His thirst
can only be quenched with the taste of me
He is the divinity of my life
I’m not trying to give a fight
He is domineering
and I’m his possession
I’m infatuated by his aggression
with no chance of rescue or recovery
 
I’m lost in a beautiful obsession