Love

I’ve been thinking about some things,
Trying to find a way to love,
Been fighting my feelings.
 
Time to let go,  
Letting go of everything, the past, and the pain, I’ve been asking my self why you.
 
Started thinking about why you make me happy,  
The way you walk away, then you stop, and you just pause. Turning your head slowly so I can see the Corner of you eyes sparkle,and see your beautiful smile.
I love the way we have family time, kinda miss it now. I know we Constantly argued about it, but it was only because we were always around, and I didn’t know how to handle it. Love the way you hold me when we cuddle, arm rap around my head and you confront me to sleep.
 
Loving the way you support me, fighting for our love, love the way you life my Spirit when I’m down, loving the way u expect me to push to do better, love how you expect me to do better.
 
I’ve been meaning to find a way to show you
Trying  to do better but how do u take care of you and myself two hours apart, life isn’t easy but it’s a start, people will always talk down and say this, and that people will never like the idea, but it’s not about them.  
Just don’t wanna Force myself