Adam (the real story)

Adam
Who he is
Is something in my head
Schizophrenia
That is what they call it
I see many others
I hear them call
Whenever they want to talk
I talk as well
"Ignore them
That is what you have to do
Think of them as a dream
A dream where you are sleeping
A very deep sleep
And they keep you there to never wake up"
Is what my doctor said
Dr. Adam Hater
He hates Adam
I won't ignore them
I won't even try
I have known them since I was born
They are always at my side
They give good advice
Good tips to look nice
They even give me
Some fashion suggestions
I don't know how
I guess these tips were already in my head
And they know since I already knew
But it is still nice to talk to
Someone who might never leave
I know that I won't meet them in Hell or Heaven
Because they only exist in my head
And that will make me very sad
So until then that fateful day
In March the 28th
I will be with them until the very end
Because I can't bear
To lose a friend
Even if
I am the only one who sees them
And the only one who knows they don't exist
The other people
The real people
Know that they don't exist
But in a different way
They don't exist because they can't be seen
For me
They don't exist because
I was told they were a disease
But I still like to talk to them
Because I can't ever be without them
Including Adam
My friend until the end
One thing has surprised the doctor
One that they didn't think
One that I was used to however
All my friends
Have no bodies or faces
Just an outline of where they are
That is how I knew
They are not real
So don't tell me
"Forget about them"
Because when I die
It won't matter anyways
They will be gone
Just like me from the world
However
They won't exist no more