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Breaking inside!
Why cant i have no feelings?Why do they always start to grow?Why am i left to cry when i feel sad inside?I feel like a quitter and its taken its toll.Tired of it being just me.Getting the wrong people not wanting to be mines.Tired of being tired.Exausted from loosing sleep.My vision is starting to blur i cant see clearly. I cant feel quietly.Cant shut them out or admit im scared.Cant runaway or hide it inside.Makes it worth makes me wanna die.Dont wanna go back to old me,Lets start over be everything we were meant to be.Forget the past even tho its fighting its way back, Strength is what i lack. These walls are cracking and caving in and the space around me is getting tighter. Its getting harder to breath , too see.Calm down he says to me.Stop fighting, pushing,crying. Im loosing my mind all i see is fear,anger,sadness and a smile that has fell, a heart that has broken and its trying again its not giving up yes it has its needs. But most of all it needs its beat.That takes breaths like me.Yes it lacks freedom,Dont we all have wants things we never get. When we do we change our minds.Love is blind.Move on with time but the one thing i need, needs to need me.To make me keep thinking, remembering and worth keeping.Something meant to be even if there not a couple. In time will intertwine and be a whole. Be protected from outside enemies.Loved forever never to be left or harmed again.
Published 22nd Aug 2011
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23rd Aug 2011 3:12am
I like the passion and sentiment of you're writing. I really wish that you would have taken the time to write in neatly though. Imo, it takes away from the creativity and makes it a little more difficult to read. Other than that, keep it up! =)
23rd Aug 2011 6:52am
