Imperfect

I don't want to be the burden you look after every second,
I don't want to be the one you consider a screw up,
I don't wanna be incapable of anything;
But what I want to be is able to do anything.
Please don't stare at me like that,
I know I've done wrong,
I know I'm not normal,
I'm just different.
I'm imperfect.
I don't want to be the girl that'll always feel the silence,
I fear the quiet because it screams the truth.
Don't judge me,
Save your breath,
I don't care anymore.
I'm through pleasing anyone who don't accept me anymore.
I no longer feel the need to be understood because no one would.
Take me as I am,
Take my entire package for what it is, heavy and filled with the untold thoughts, confessions, conditions along with everyone's stupid consultations.
I don't want to be the girl who's not considered beautiful,
with looks that are so plain and horrid look more like the devil's creation than an image of God.
Please just let me hide I know I'm not cover girl material.
I wish for brightness through darkness,
I ache to be better,
I want to be so much more.
Don't compare me to them,
Don't make me out as anything that I'm not.
You can't mold me into who I want to be and who I want to be is me.
I'm sorry,
So sorry I'm imperfect...but I prefer it.