Submissions by MsRockyJackson
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction Ms.Jackson if ya nasty
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
4th Jul 2019 8:23am
4th Jul 2019 8:23am
Ain't Got No More Love
Never understood what it was like how to love
Was never taught how to love or shown how to show someone I loved them when in the end everything and everyone around me was always fighting as the scapegoat.
Tell me what real love is because I don't even know anymore
Every time I look around I see babies born into a world without a daddy or a mommy because they either couldn't make it work or worse, I see dysfunctional parents everywhere always making up excuses for their actions talking about how it's ok that he hits you because you still love him and you don't want to be...
Was never taught how to love or shown how to show someone I loved them when in the end everything and everyone around me was always fighting as the scapegoat.
Tell me what real love is because I don't even know anymore
Every time I look around I see babies born into a world without a daddy or a mommy because they either couldn't make it work or worse, I see dysfunctional parents everywhere always making up excuses for their actions talking about how it's ok that he hits you because you still love him and you don't want to be...
#relationships
104 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
30th Jun 2019 1:16am
30th Jun 2019 1:16am
Tales Of A Broken Heart
Here I go again caught up in the same game as you had me going crazy in love for you,
you had me wrapped around your finger while I was hopelessly devoted to you; so ignorant yet so naive I did everything I could to show you how much I adored you meanwhile all I heard were crickets on your end. You didn't appreciate me nor did you care about me as a friend or even really want me the same way I wanted you.
The tales of my broken heart tell of all things he's made me feel,
The tales of my broken heart tell of the agony I feel because of him,
The tales of my broken...
you had me wrapped around your finger while I was hopelessly devoted to you; so ignorant yet so naive I did everything I could to show you how much I adored you meanwhile all I heard were crickets on your end. You didn't appreciate me nor did you care about me as a friend or even really want me the same way I wanted you.
The tales of my broken heart tell of all things he's made me feel,
The tales of my broken heart tell of the agony I feel because of him,
The tales of my broken...
#love
#heartbroken
#LifeStruggles
#crush
#hurt
87 reads
6 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
29th Jun 2019 11:22am
29th Jun 2019 11:22am
The Revival Saga Part VII { The Final Chapter}: The Rebirth
As I take this journey called life I look back at the old me and realize the old me is dead, she's not whom I used to be for I'm growing to learn to love a better me and share that love with a better lover one that truly understands me both spiritually, mentally, emotionally, and sexually.
When I look back I see someone who was too weak to speak up when she was hurt because she didn't want to disturb the peace meanwhile she didn't feel at peace whenever she was taken advantage of, whenever she was mistreated, whenever she was treated like a fool or told what to do;
Broken and...
When I look back I see someone who was too weak to speak up when she was hurt because she didn't want to disturb the peace meanwhile she didn't feel at peace whenever she was taken advantage of, whenever she was mistreated, whenever she was treated like a fool or told what to do;
Broken and...
#LifeStruggles
#SelfReflection
#SelfWorth
30 reads
0 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
26th Jun 2019 2:38am
26th Jun 2019 2:38am
Save The King { A Dedication to Michael Jackson 1958-2009}
The media loves to speculate as they try to break you then
make you hate the ones that didn’t deserve
the hate or they can make you discriminate
with just one story that paints an ugly picture.
With your pen you torture him then afterwards destroy him and you say it’s not a sin, but why do you do it?!
In the news, across your TV screen and in your magazines you see “ Wacko Jacko” with one ridiculous lie after the next you make him out as the monster, the freak that can't be trusted.
A weirdo that must be ridden of society but tell me who is the real...
make you hate the ones that didn’t deserve
the hate or they can make you discriminate
with just one story that paints an ugly picture.
With your pen you torture him then afterwards destroy him and you say it’s not a sin, but why do you do it?!
In the news, across your TV screen and in your magazines you see “ Wacko Jacko” with one ridiculous lie after the next you make him out as the monster, the freak that can't be trusted.
A weirdo that must be ridden of society but tell me who is the real...
#corruption
#music
#greed #ignorance
#greed #ignorance
82 reads
0 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
25th May 2019 1:01pm
25th May 2019 1:01pm
The Revival Saga Part VI: Pain & Repetition
Tell me where are we going with our lives?
‘cause I’m tired of guessing for myself.
Each day I try to ride it out with you, but it seems you make it much rougher and harder for me to bare. My heart is telling me to stay, but my head is telling me to go instead and I’m so done with showing you how to love me when you should already know instinctively, you should be in tune with me meanwhile you’re not even on the same note as me let alone the same song as me.
Can’t you see I love you but I need a real love, a mature love, a better love, the type of love that I can see...
‘cause I’m tired of guessing for myself.
Each day I try to ride it out with you, but it seems you make it much rougher and harder for me to bare. My heart is telling me to stay, but my head is telling me to go instead and I’m so done with showing you how to love me when you should already know instinctively, you should be in tune with me meanwhile you’re not even on the same note as me let alone the same song as me.
Can’t you see I love you but I need a real love, a mature love, a better love, the type of love that I can see...
#love
#depression
#conflict
93 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
1st Jan 2019 8:59am
1st Jan 2019 8:59am
Stuntin'
You wanna take it outside? let's go!
If a hoe feelin' froggy then I'll tell that hoe to jump,
If a bitch got a dumpy attitude I call that hoe trash, throw that shit out n' recycle her for a better model, whenever you're available I can help you solve your dilemma I can show ya one or two things ya girl couldn't ever and turn your mind inside out and sex ya so good you won't say nada then by the time the session is over honey gonna catcha red handed sleepin' with me, picturing us both butt naked bangin' on the bathroom floor. Ashamed?, hell no but be damned if you compare to the next...
If a hoe feelin' froggy then I'll tell that hoe to jump,
If a bitch got a dumpy attitude I call that hoe trash, throw that shit out n' recycle her for a better model, whenever you're available I can help you solve your dilemma I can show ya one or two things ya girl couldn't ever and turn your mind inside out and sex ya so good you won't say nada then by the time the session is over honey gonna catcha red handed sleepin' with me, picturing us both butt naked bangin' on the bathroom floor. Ashamed?, hell no but be damned if you compare to the next...
#rhyming
173 reads
1 Comment
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
26th Dec 2018 3:48am
26th Dec 2018 3:48am
The Revival Saga Part V: Aggravation
I knew the day would come, the day when I'd finally see your true colors...
...didn't think I'd be able to see who you really are till now....
Guess I'm goin' to war with these bitches, gotta prepare to fight 'cause they wanna box well we can go toe to toe right in the middle of the ring 'cause Rocky's ready to rumble as I'm bout to knock these hoes right into a motha fucking coma and show em I'm done with them and I ain't gonna sit back here and take this shit and let these bitches take advantage of me as I'm about to put each and every single one of you in your...
...didn't think I'd be able to see who you really are till now....
Guess I'm goin' to war with these bitches, gotta prepare to fight 'cause they wanna box well we can go toe to toe right in the middle of the ring 'cause Rocky's ready to rumble as I'm bout to knock these hoes right into a motha fucking coma and show em I'm done with them and I ain't gonna sit back here and take this shit and let these bitches take advantage of me as I'm about to put each and every single one of you in your...
#anger
#hate
#betrayal #LifeStruggles
#betrayal #LifeStruggles
197 reads
2 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
6th Dec 2018 3:24pm
6th Dec 2018 3:24pm
The Revival Saga Part IV: Oppression
I'm alone in my own state of mind as I lie there in silence thinking of what I wanted to say but the pain is so strong it gags and bounds me as I'm too weak to even speak, but the voices in my head are very much loud and scream to me in frustration
" BE FREE!", " LOVE ME FOR ME!", " WHY CAN'T YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND ME?!"
though I'm left on the outside in utter silence for you never cared about what I needed to say or how I felt so my tears are my only source of comfort as they trickle down my face with the salty bitter sweet taste, I know my own sorrow and can recognize all that...
" BE FREE!", " LOVE ME FOR ME!", " WHY CAN'T YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND ME?!"
though I'm left on the outside in utter silence for you never cared about what I needed to say or how I felt so my tears are my only source of comfort as they trickle down my face with the salty bitter sweet taste, I know my own sorrow and can recognize all that...
#depression
#loneliness
#LifeStruggles
184 reads
0 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
11th Nov 2018 3:59pm
11th Nov 2018 3:59pm
The Revival Saga Part III: Insecurity
Looking at myself in the mirror I see the reflection staring back at me
I don't recongize this person nor do I want to try, but as I look back at her
I see flash backs of the past and as I look back at each event I've come to
terms with the fact that it's time for a change. I look at myself and as I feel
inadequate about myself and everything about me, I start to grow more self
aware about my flaws. Each part of myself both physically and personality wise
they all make me feel like I'm not good enough for a...
I don't recongize this person nor do I want to try, but as I look back at her
I see flash backs of the past and as I look back at each event I've come to
terms with the fact that it's time for a change. I look at myself and as I feel
inadequate about myself and everything about me, I start to grow more self
aware about my flaws. Each part of myself both physically and personality wise
they all make me feel like I'm not good enough for a...
#depression
#beauty
#LifeStruggles #confessional
#LifeStruggles #confessional
302 reads
0 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
31st Oct 2018 7:47am
31st Oct 2018 7:47am
The Damned
#dark
#murder
#evil #scary
#evil #scary
283 reads
10 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
25th Aug 2018 4:11am
25th Aug 2018 4:11am
The Revival Saga Part II: Anger
As I walk down through my basement of dark memories and take a glimpse at these grotesque skeletons in my closet that I've kept locked up and no one knows about them so sit back and let me tell you a story about them individually, and listen very carefully about how these got here.
Let's take a trip down memory lane when the sun was shining, the birds were singing, you were my Prince Charming, when I had stars in my eyes; Back to when you were everything to me.
When you were my heart and soul, when every day you made me feel whole and you couldn't do wrong in my eyes. I thought I...
Let's take a trip down memory lane when the sun was shining, the birds were singing, you were my Prince Charming, when I had stars in my eyes; Back to when you were everything to me.
When you were my heart and soul, when every day you made me feel whole and you couldn't do wrong in my eyes. I thought I...
#anger
#depression
#memories #MentalHealth
#memories #MentalHealth
262 reads
5 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
31st Jul 2018 11:31pm
31st Jul 2018 11:31pm
The Revival Saga Part I : Redemption
Deep inside myself I begin to shut down,
I close my mouth more as silence screamed my truth that lurked deep within my soul.
The pain I felt is starting build up again and collapse up on me like a ton of bricks and I'm there standing helplessly awaiting for them to fall down on me and crush my bones meanwhile everyone around me are witnessing it will walk on by and watch me die.
As I lie there catching my breath they won't even try to lend out a helping hand to save me.
I have to be the one to get up and pick myself up and dust myself off and carry myself,
worry...
I close my mouth more as silence screamed my truth that lurked deep within my soul.
The pain I felt is starting build up again and collapse up on me like a ton of bricks and I'm there standing helplessly awaiting for them to fall down on me and crush my bones meanwhile everyone around me are witnessing it will walk on by and watch me die.
As I lie there catching my breath they won't even try to lend out a helping hand to save me.
I have to be the one to get up and pick myself up and dust myself off and carry myself,
worry...
#love
#depression
#heartbroken #MentalHealth
#heartbroken #MentalHealth
294 reads
4 Comments
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