Moments

Crushed when reality hits, all my comfort have left me in silence and despair...
Just needing to see you turn around or hear the knock on my door just to know u chose me instead of dumb reality.
As I embrace my pillows I smell your sweat  in the company of your aroma flaring through my sheets my heart stopped!...for we once lay here holding each other entwining our souls as we searched our bodies seeing and admiring the imperfections that became perfections for I was yours and you were mine, mines to keep, hold, cherish, love and respect.
As the days became months, months became years... I reflect on what could've been but what isn't. You stained my thoughts, my dreams became nightmares as I would wake up searching for you...but you weren't there..
I wish you all the love and luck that life has to offer not wanting or in need of nothing.