Redemption (My Conviction Part Two)

To realize that my prison is me
is just a thought that
makes my eyes a crimson sea
clawing my insides like a cat

To be guilty makes me cry
yet I know I cannot lie
but I'm innocent and don’t know why
I think its best I fall and die

Even thought I am not sad
I want to die
and it makes me mad
my wish is to see you cry

To end this pain now
so yours can start
I'll find a way somehow
to break your heart

You created me this way
so I know what I have to do
I will have to pay
and so will you