breakable girl {w. thepositivelydark}

can you bring your timid decadence out of your shadowed
chamber where you fornicate phantoms, & expose it to
the light of my eyes? how long have you waited to be kissed,
to be abused, to be f*cked?

you don’t want an awkward lover, you need someone who
knows where the arc of your lust is, & how to take you
there. I would take you naked over my knees & render a
sound spanking to moisten you; I’d put you supine on my
bed, kiss away your reluctance, replace it with desire.

my fingers will massage your wanton epithalamium, & exert
just enough force to break into your veiled gates. you’ll scream
just a little, having entered into the valley of obscene orgasms.

perhaps when I’ve trained you, you’ll run away with a scandalous,
heroic bandit; I know you. yet I crave to break the girl, &
sculpt you into the austere beauty of a woman.

and when I fall in love with you, will you leave me then?...


The shadows are familiar companions,
And phantoms constantly warm the nights
How, how can you say that for this darkness,
You have enough light?
For as long as this young flesh craved,
I know the agonizing wait
To be loved.
Loved.

And I shall be ivory,
To carve and chisel every curve in,
Every edge,
The arc of my back,
The peaks of my breast.
Malleable...
Under hands that paint my ass red -
And fingers that get me wet -
And a kiss
That gives me the breath
Of life.
And you enter -
And the paint bleeds...

I will shake.
Fragile to shatter under hands that know better -
Finding voice in little deaths.
You have killed me.

So I might run.
Away not with anyone but myself -
The self I usually do not recognize,
Between woman and girl,
Shattered and full.

And you shall not fall in love.
I know a lot of love, but not being in love.
I'm not the type to fall in love with -
Crumbling as I am.
I never was...

(Artist unknown)