Why Have You...

We started this crazy,weird, awkward relationship a few years ago.
I remember the first words i said to you.
I remember what you said to me.
I remember i almost left and never to return.
But for some odd reason i came back.
For some odd reason i kept talking to you.
If you were to ask me why, i wouldnt know what to reply.
After a while, we got too close too quick.
I got scared and hesitated.
Everything changed when i left that spring.
When i came back something was different, everything changed.
But you stayed, you kept replying to my messages.
You would describe yourself as a jerk and an asshole
but i never saw it when you talked to me.
You were always sweet and nice to me.
You were always around
I would lean on you and you kept me steady.
I still ask myself why ive stuck around.
The better question is why have you...