bunker buddies

remember when we first talked?
I do, I remember telling you and your poetry rocked
it brought me to a better time and place  
that I wanted to write you first, but  I was nervous  
that you would shoot my poems down like theses poser  
Self-entitled poets were and it was my first week of being here
 I was so honored you considered me and wrote me first
thinking my poems and I were the bees knees  
my soul and heart were scared bad then
with your positive  spirit,  you start to heal and mend it  
you lifting me up high
 and my ink it got better from it  
better and better my poems get stronger because of you and all your support
remember the epic battle that ensued,  that mini war  
you coming locked and loaded blazing with all the facts straight
  you went to bat for me  you vouched for me
 you got my back like a good soldier would  
you survived the shit to and I had mad respect for you
you came dropping bombs with polite knowledge
aiding me then showing  me pointing out all the bougies  
together a team,
 we were black ops  silently expressing are selfs with full capability  
 remember you were my idol, it was only my first week or two of writing anything,
really nothing since grade or middle school
 but always censored so I just dropped the shit
I didn't grow up with the right speak or write freely
 you understood me
remember we set up secret emails so you could tell your dark secret
thinking I would run away but I stayed,  
so interested in your mind  
I didn't  see evil  or darkness but beauty, learning about each of you  
I thought about how much I need all of you,
 how you write 4 +1 I always read it and thought it was cute
.how I envied blue eyes, at first, thinking what a dick how could he ignore or be embarrassed by such beautiful mind and twisted rare creature that's fucked up I think
 I loved ice she was funny as hell but you said she was evil but we got along great despite her always wanting to rob me lol I thought it was funny and always invited her to try I really like her style and personality  , cherry was a sweet flirt and nice as can be, kate was digging me but seemed like a momma  to me, and spook will just leave spook alone i think the squad will appreciate it
 
so beautiful if just let free into nature, flourishing unjudged allowed to speak freely easily not fearing judgement or purgery or fearing me
your  words safe with me always,
never did I slip once exposing anything
 never snitching and never lieing  me thinking back now
 it seems like eternity like were almost family  
its crazy to me all the history in such a short time  
its surreal to me.survivor keep surviving
you always have a friend to me