Short pain

Relentless effort to tame the agony striking my inner core
For who am I to wither away in hopeless effort
Chronicles of my pain, anger and sorrow
Covers any light showing me tomorrow

Helpless pleas crying under my skin
as I scratch away to awake the beast within
The wounds on my wrists from living too many miles-
remind me that it is none but lies oozing from my wicked denial

Replenishing this evil calling for her spells
I do apologize for this pathetic fail
Glorious light covered by the curtains of betrayal
Somehow I will rise again with promises to prevail.