white bitches aint for me ,back to sun kissed honey's

kmart2013 just because you erased your comments on my write does mean shit im still posting this and no is isnt an obvious sign , this gives you an excuese , this is an obvious sign you need massive amounts of valuim and need somone to give you a hug , because your self-confidence is out the window , but your gonna talk some shit like that and pull some shit like that.? then not even apolgize?  now i think ill write about you and i think ill make it pre school compared to this thanks for showing me you. i guess i got my question ansewerd in a shitty way

Comments were removed by moderation--any further abusive/attack comments will result in corrective action, as we strive to uphold common courtesy and respect for fellow members at DUP.   Thank you.

what the fuck i didnt be abusive to  anyone or post a threating commets. SHE posted my personal emails and identity  ON MY  POST and assumed a write was about her when it clearly wasn't if anything she was harassing me and threating me, you moderators need to get off your high horse and actually let FREE speak happen, i assume you will  delete this to to keep your secret poetry police underwraps pssh

MadameLavender, please hear me out , Hellbound's comments have not been abusive, except when insulted , which I recently reported! He's been reading other poet's work & complimenting. Under my comments, I've been keeping track! You'd be riled up if you heard same comments & were new here! I'm embarrassed for him! This is such a helpful community, I support it because I love it here, & hope others that are new have the same experience, I don't believe he's gotten that experience!  Concerned, SURVIVOR➰

OOH MAN thank you so much !! survivor !! yes its true i do have a bit of an temper but , its also true what survivor has stated i've never once attacked anyone on here! always given legit helpful positive comments never judged or put down anyone on there writes , but the same hasnt been reciptcated to me ive had people bash me , expose PRIVATE informational and emails i talked to the moderators first day i belive about that my writings could get me executed because of the orginazation my family lts say was ,affiliated and suppoters of , i expressed to a moderater how consired i was , but ALSO this was the first time in my life i could just let go and speak freely without getting popped in the back of the head and how good it felt , bbut also i need to becareful and not expose my name and NEVER expose anyone because the potenial for someone to see it and if they knew me . think i was a risk and take me and anyone else around me out,  but hey she posted my name on here anyway putting my life at risk and now im on your scope and problaly gettin banned , but worse possibly theres to , honestly i think im being extremly nice for someone purposly putting my life on the line, and survivor you just earned a ride to die true friend for life for, stepin to the plate for me like that, you fuckin rock , and because you did that i will apologize to lavender and not piss on your amazing act of kindness i havent gotten in years,

grrr look im sorry, for the comments i said about the moderators ....i  havent had the best experience for my first month of even being allowed to write my thoughts and life on anything or even speak about it, i;ve been stomped on a bit here by people but never once to somebody else unless it was in defense to there intilal attack on me, and exposing my real name can easily worry someone enough to hunt me down and take my life , i feel i was nice about situation ,  guess not tho, but because survivor has a heart of gold and just went to bat in my defense i have honor and i wont let her good deed go in vain ,, i apologize for the comments and if you dont delete me i give you my word ill handle it better, all the writes on my page is EVERYTHING ive ever written , its all freestyle and not one of them is written down its all on the fly on the spot when i feel it , or wake up soaking wet screaming in the night from it,, so im  sorry... i cant change my past or whats in it , but i can change how i handle peoples comments on here , thats the best i can do ,

Thank you Hellbound, however, I didn't want glory or recognition! I fear some of the welcome wagon were insulting & vindictive! It was unjustified. I have gone through your comments, you have made many, awesome, the only time you replied "abusive", was made when your work & yourself was insulted and I personally find that abusive, yet NOBODY reported nor stepped in. I only hope that you can accept my deepest apologies, from one poet & new friend to another! We have a very supportive & loving community here, I'm sorry your welcoming was not pleasant experience, and can only hope you remain a fellow poet! Thank you, Sincerely,  SURVIVOR➰😔!

My initial comment here was moreso directed at the other party, but was done as a general message to all, so that the situation wouldn't get out of hand.  I messaged you, Hellbound, and I hope that explains a bit more, regarding our watchfulness here.  We want everyone to feel welcome and comfortable and at home, and for a time, in the recent past, that wasn't happening because of various situations that arose, so now with the current moderation team, everyone is a bit more watchful and seeking to have an upstanding community with respect for all.  Please don't hesitate to hit the "report" button on anything that you think needs attention, or contact us directly --it's not worth it to get all riled up, defending yourself and your work, so please know that we are always here to assist and keep the stress level at a minimum as much as possible for everyone.  :)

Survivor--thank you!  Using the report button is always a must when situations arise that warrant it, and I'm sure that's what got the mods over here for this one.  We want everyone to feel comfortable here, sharing their work, without fear of being attacked by other members, so you did the right thing.

Thanx MadameLavender, I appreciate your quick response & have a great day, SURVIVOR➰

well i feel like a jack ass now , royaly! i really am sorry for jumping the gun lavender i really am trying to bite my tounge , keep in mind im 25  and only in last 6 months to a year of that 25 ive been able to speak,,,but at the expense of moving 900 miles away to live in protected place all alone and  with no freinds leaving evrything ive ever known  and all the people i know and love and to never speak to for a certain amount of years its been rough i dont connect with anyone in this new place .i was never to speak my mind or write or have any self expression besides hate and pain, and death  ,in the words of the joker im like a dog chasing a car i want it so bad but if ever caught it i wouldnt know what to do with it , well i caught the car in this case my full freedom of expression and chance to start a new life  and its just bursting out of my head every which way and im trying to find my voice or style i think they call it and learn i dont have to go straight for throat anymore , ,,,thanks for the understanding , and fuck!! the rest! lol JOKING ! JOKING lol , for he other people i wiil just ignore and not get under my skin , because its not worth losing my self worth. a friend .my poerty or this new found feelin. :)

Speaking of raw.!!.. mmm,, yeah, the spiel of emotions is divine. The title drew me in, like a moth to the flame... My tattered wings can use a little sun kisses. Though in the end, I sensed a little respect to the blonde drone. Thanks for inking your emotions, and welcome to Deep Underground Poetry... Respectfully, blue angel

why? you white or sun kissed? ill kiss your wings all day lol , thank you for the great comment this write got some heat if ya cant tell from the comments haha, the funny thing is i did care ,,that she was being such a fool,
thanks blue angel