In her fear

In her fear,
She's beyond terrified,
She's scared just to go to school,
Scared to be alone,
Scared to get up in class just to get a ruler,
Scared to say 'here' when there's a substitute,
Scared to get lunches alone,
Scared to get on the bus and sit next to someone she doesn't know,
Scared to read those texts that say 'what's wrong' in her fear something bad will or has happened,
Scared she will never recover,
Scared of everything....
In her fear she's scared to be alive,
In her fear she doesn't want to leave her bed for mistreatment from people at school, even the bus stop,
In her fear she wants to die but does she really.