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Suffocate

   It's so dark..
she cant see

  Its cold
she's shaking

  There's a war
but she's losing

  Its a battle...
but against herself

  Is it over yet?
the nightmare

  Is she finally dead
was it all just a coma

  Most things that has ever happened to her was fake?
so that means the pills & the cutting worked when she tried to take her life after she found out the truth

  "Your not dead yet my friend"

  There goes that voice..
its not over yet

  "Leave me alone" she yells
but they don't care.. they continue to talk

  "Your still here open your eyes,
see the truth"

  Her eyes are closed?
Why? isn't it over

  No this cant be..
She's dead.. There's no heart beat

  "Oh that's because emotionally you died,
you've been dying since the age 8"

  "Nooo leave"
but they cant.. their now apart of her

  She suddenly drops into an ocean
She cant see nothing but the water above

  She fights for a while
and then smiles

  Another flash and she takes a bottle of pills
her body weight leaves her body & she falls.. but smiles

  Another flash & someone pulls the trigger
she lays there lifeless but with another smile

  Another flash and doctors say she's not going to make it
You'd think she was scared.. but she does a small laugh, she whispers to herself "my best friends.. you won"

  Another flash "wake up"
she wakes up.. notices she's still here

  Sees her family
Gags with disgust

  Here's the word "good morning"
breaks down a little more inside

  Wasn't she just...
completely dead?

  You'd think the nightmare was her dying
but the nightmare began the minute she opened her eyes..

  "Welcome back my friend,
I believe we have some unfinished business" -Demons
Written by lostsoul9712
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