Myself ( violets who am I challenge)

running from the past 
and reaching 
to the light 
that is now 
shining in its glory   
I realized i am a stranger 
with the whole world at my disposal; 
i searched, 
i needed to find something in myself
 to continue the exploration,
or so i thought; how 
naive and so dumb one can become; 
wasting precious time
 doing nothing other
 than wandering through life, thinking, analyzing 

i became more confused than before; 
unable to run anymore,
i sat down to take stock
 and i realized  i got 
me, myself and my two babies by my side 
what more can i ask for 
I learned a lot along the way 
,
and now with a new look on life 
 
i'm exploring uncharted territories 
just being myself 

but that’s all i really am in the end
 
       myself flaws and all