Walk with Me

Whats good family? Take a walk with me

Just talk with me, try to see what I see

Don't try to be who I be, please just understand me

 

Listen to my tears though they will never appear

Feel my heart pound as she comes near

But it's not because of love, just a nervous contraction

Another one of my complicated reactions

 

Unrelated to the situation but I can make all connect

Just like the random words formed in the storm above my neck

A mental shipwreck,a sea of thoughts churning and churning

Tossing my attitude to and fro while inspiring learning

 

Making me think on my own, making me decipher my life

Making me look at every female like she is a potential wife

Thigh I know she's not right but this out that is alright

And again I find my heart, soul and mind in a fight

 

Constant inner struggle, everyday this is my hustle

This is why at times my emotions control my muscles

But what controls my fate is this deep inner hate

Of what don't know,I know you can no longer relate

 

But damn family, thank you, I needed this walk

I needed this time of quiet, we didn't even talk

But just your presence here with me while I fought within me

Helped to bring me back and that's why you are a true friend to me.