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there is a place called lonely
she has a guiding star, she tells me. it serenades her with
lustful lullabies, dancing colors like a rainbow. it corrupts
her with tales of adventure & romance. she entreats, through
her tears, that it offers more passion than she could ever get
from this dreary little town. or me.
there is a road that has never been travelled, & she’s always wanted
to be a runaway. she’s predestined (she used that word) to follow
that star to exotic horizons. all the way to Australia, maybe…
one rainy day I returned home to find our cottage abandoned. the
silence spoke, saying simply: she’s gone. the closet door half opened,
empty hangers still swaying slightly. her dressing table, vast & barren,
haunted by the ghosts of perfume bottles, votive candles, a music box.
trinkets & baubles. her notebook….. her notebook.
each timid spectre wept in its loneliness. even the mirror missed her.
…sunsets & full moons still happen, I suppose. but I’m joyful to avoid
them in the amnesiac seduction of whiskey. when the bottle runs
dry & the sleepy-eyed barmaid escorts me to the embracing arms
of the night, I roam the scarlet streets, & reckon the great american
sorrow in which I’m incarcerated:
it’s an alluring, dangerous dream, & if you stray into it, you’ll be
lost in the dark for the rest of forever, without a drink or a smoke.
& your heart? you might as well leave it with the hat check girl,
along with your sanity. it’s a dead weight, it's a thousand-lb anchor
that will drag you to the very bottom of the river of no return.
somewhere long ago & far away, on a dimly lit stage, Elvis tenors
out an old tune. it’s a skyfull of teardrops, & it’s the redundant lyric
of my life –
was there ever a fool such as I…
(art by Steve Hanks)
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