A suicide never to be forgotten

I look down at my mildly shaking palm. See the blood covering it and try to stay calm. I never thought this would be so peaceful and serene. As i watch myself bleeding out i say "what a wonderful scene". Now i am not one for emotion but even i know this is a time for fright. For I have put myself in quite a horrifying plight. I feel myself fading now, wondering where ill go, maybe god is watching now saddened by what he knows. Blood pours down into the water darkening as it goes. At this point I must mention...life blows.