gone

gone, so long
ive missed you and your barely gone
go on, come back and kiss me
so i wont feel so alone.
take me home.
i want to feel the warmth of your breath and clothes
sweet aroma of your skin creep in my nostrils
and choke me every time i cry for you
long to take you in my arms and die for you.
anything to kiss you. stop me from missing you.
i wanna fix you, don't tell me your not good for me
stop trying to help, this is all that's hurting,
cant you see?
dont go so fast without a lasting impression to keep me happy.
dont stop taking me in and trashing me.
because i want this world, no matter whats happening.
the best there is and its gone forever.
nothing you have to say to make me feel better.
your gone so soon and you'll miss me; never
please stop this talk of all these fish, and bees and forever's
because you make me feel like i don't deserve these treasures.
i know your not great and i could do better
but just don't drift away like some downing feather