How

I cry in pain in tears
when there is no where to go,
I cry and cry
but one day I might know.

maybe my dad was right
maybe Im not a man if I do,
life isnt how it should be
do you feel this way too?

my tears are like gasoline
can start something so changing,
everyday life goes bye
it all sucks due to aging.

why cant I see what happens
why cant I make a change the right way,
it eats at me
it takes little by little every day.

im not who I should be
I am not what you like,
just because I dont see it your way
maybe its not right.

I question who I am
every day I survive,
what is it your buisness
its my life.

I may not be the same
as you or the other guy,
I am just a man
who forgot how to cry.

I tried to forget my past
but now everything I find,
that every time I open my eyes
the story of life unwinds.

its never too late
ive been told in the past,
but every day that goes bye
I wish they would all be my last.

I want to cry
but how does it go,
can someone teach me how
"do you know?"

I will never know
I guess that is what I see
just let me be who I want
like this I will forever be.

misunderstood.....