Flawed By Design

And if I cared
what would have changed?
the way the sun sets or rises?
no, nothing would have been different
same outcome, more tears
and less laughter,

feel what?
emotionless is me
I never hid that from you
doing things to see how I react
when you already knew,
aloof,
that's how I make it through
that's how I was designed

my own mother cries out for a hug
and for one that will never come,
well at least from me,
if you want to know why
do as I did,
scream it at the sky
see if you get an answer
cause I surly didn't.
I just live with the notion
that I am flawed by design.

no reason no rhyme.