Memories' Slave

I guess its me and you in this chilly night
Its me and you ,my pulse
It should be alright
I suck in the darkness around me
I breathe in deep
I stare at my knuckles,dry and white
Maybe they're what's left from this fight
All I have is myself in the absence of light
and I clutch on the rusty rod
I wanna hold on tight
As painful as it may get
I'll hold on to the memories

How can I give up on the good days
When they're all I ever built my hopes upon?
How can I let you go with a smile
And you're the reason I know the taste of fun?
How can I learn to be myself and strive in life when you're my strength,and now you're gone?
How can I move on with life when I fear the long run?

The girls I called "My guys"
The friends I called "My sin"
I'm a slave for the flame of joy we were in
My veins,my flesh,my tips stiffen
Just by thinking I might never see them again
Even if I did,would it ever be the same?
Will I end up as an old-friend's name?
I need a sign things will be fine
I need a reason not to cry
But until then in my bed I lay
Hoping for a miracle as I bleed dry..


How can I give up on the good days
When they're all I ever built my hopes upon?
How can I let you go with a smile
And you're the reason I know the taste of fun?
How can I learn to be myself and strive in life when you're my strength,and now you're gone?
How can I move on with life when I fear the long run?

Voices in the sky,A charged atmosphere
And all I know is myself and here
I'll make my own fate and swallow any tear
Because its me I guarantee
When everything else seems to disappear..
Its me I'll ever be,when the end is near.